I'm tryin to be consistent with this posting deal so even though I'm not super organized at the moment I thought I'd type out a little something to make sure that I'm not letting my blog fall by the way side.
I have a lot of thoughts inside of my head. They tend to fire off in every direction possible and all at once. It's been making it difficult to pick a goal to pursue. I nave so many things that I'd like to accomplish, so many people that I'd like to help. What normally happens is I make a list of all the things I want to do to get it all sorted out and then I freak because it's so long! I have been letting my fear of hard work rule me. Some might call it lazy but I think it's based in fear.
The fear of losing one's self to the constant drudge of labor. Losing one's relationships in an effort to become 'something'.
Not to mention the fact that 'becoming something' is completely subject to what the populace thinks is 'something'. Which is entirely subject to change at any given moment.
I need to start rising above the standards the world sets and making my own rules. Also I should probably start living by the standards God has set. Those are always constant.
Fear of work ends here.... Or the process to break from that fear begins here. Either way I plan on doing away with another silly fear I've been holding onto.
Honestly I think I find something different that I'm holding myself back with everyday.
Kind of odd for someone who's an actress claiming to follow Christ.
You'd think I'd exude confidence and be fearless in the knowledge that God has my back. But sadly that is not the case right now.although I certainly plan on making it the case.
I'm tired so I'll leave you here for now. Think about th fears you're clinging to.
What steps can you take to rid yourself of them?
Namaste,
E.M.G.
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