Just like the Sun

This post is a tribute to my late boyfriend, David. Who, as you can see, had his head torn off by a spider monkey right in front of me. He was a wonderful person and he will be dearly missed.

Guess that means I'm back on the market! So I suppose this post is also an advertisement.
Are you a male who is attracted to females and looking for someone to spend all of your money on?
You may have just found your soul mate!

JUST KIDDING! I really hope no body thought David was dead. That would make you a pretty silly person.

I'm terribly sorry for having waited so long before posting but I gotta tell you it isn't going to get better. I really want to keep writing and that includes the blog but I just won't have as much time due to school.
I do not know if any of you have had an anatomy class before but I gotta let you know: It is NOT something you can hope to pass by glancing over the material. I consider myself a bright person but this was knocking me on my ass every day. So I had to buckle down.
The class has been condensed so it's only half a semester long. I will have a test for the same class literally 3 days classes in a row.
I'm not whining I'm just re-prioritizing. Which means the time spent on blogging gets cut.
Or maybe just the time spent planning out my blogs gets cut. It's titled 'I am Erin Michele Gabbard' so maybe it's not like I've pigeon holed myself into constantly needing to talk about acting.

What definitely won't be happening is that bracket I mentioned last time. The plan was to watch every single new fall show this year and then make a bracket like march madness. Do you have any idea how much time that would've required me to watch and analyze television? Probably close to a full time job. No thank you :)


Moving on! I have thought of a character that I want to play one day. This is in line with my goal of creating an amazing blonde female character.
The whole movie will be called 'Phoenix'. (No this isn't some Jean Grey reject plot line.)
It's a concept that comes from Doctor Who. I really love the idea of such a wise old character that still has their youth. So the Phoenix would be a creature that embodies this, but instead of being a bird it will be a woman. Who has been doing the whole 'rising from the ashes' thing for hundreds maybe thousands of years. She has also been hunted for many of those years. Because she's got this awesome power and people think they can harness it. Isn't that always what it's about? Someone taking someone else's power? Why must everyone be so greedy?

Anyhoo that's as far as I've gotten. Now someone needs to write a feature length script and cast me.

Also I tried a braid today!

My sister actually had to do it for me but I loved it and it reminded me of a Buffy episode. Ten points to whomever can guess which episode!

What have you tried this week that you've never tried before?

Create something today!

E.M.G.

It's Hitting the Fan

This was me before vacation:

And this will undoubtedly be me after:

 

(The during pictures should be up soon)

Right before I left for the wonderful vacation (that I haven't actually left for yet because I'm autoposting these) I found out that I would start college 2 days after I got back. Egads! To the maximum level of egads!

I have to buy books and register for classes and tell work and get enough blog posts ready to go so that I don't feel like I'm cheating myself and PACK! There is so much more to it but I will not burden you with the details. The point is: I am busy.

I'm going back to school for a massage therapy certification (more on that at another date), trying to keep up a blog that people will want to read, I still want to be an actress, I still want to write, and I really want to continue my quest to bring forth the best me in everything I do.

This includes getting back in touch God and working my mind around love without the constant fire in my chest.
 This is probably the first time in my life that I set deadlines for myself and kept them. All the blogs you've been reading since the 4th were auto published meaning I created them and had them ready to go at certain times. GO ME! Not even a year agoa I would've been like 'Screw it. It is a blog that no one is going to read anyway'. Hopefully that girl is dead, never to be heard from again.

One thing is for sure: It's hitting the fan.
Hopefully it isn't shit. Hopefully it's joy and acheivement. I would love for someone to sit me in front of an industrial size fan and sprinkle acheivment through its blades while I sit and soak it up.

It's going to be a fun semester folks! I truly enjoy being busy and I think it's awesome that I'll have one week of bliss before launching myself head first into pandamonium.

Writing! I have a play I want to write, a book, a screenplay,, and so many other ideas keep popping up in my mind. Is anyone else super excited about the things they're getting ready to start?

Let me hear it! What are you ready to start working toward?

Today is your last day to vote on my writing prompt poll so you better get there. I mean it should be right next to this post so it isn't like you'll have trouble finding it.
This has been a crazy random and spread out blog post brought to you by a worn out:
E.M.G.